Moving Away

So today I was packing to move back to Worcester for my final year of University (!!!) I can't believe I'm already in my last year. It doesn't seem like first year was that long ago. I'm super nervous because third year is such a big deal. I had a weird first year in that I had a gap from education and then went to uni and that meant getting back into the swing of things and if I'm completely honest, I didn't actually do great in my first year (but that's okay because it doesn't count towards my final grade anyway). Second year was a lot better for me grades wise. I actually did a lot better than I thought I would and I get to bring a couple of my best grades from second year into third year which theoretically should make third year less stressful but since dissertations are a thing, I'm not really counting on that haha. I struggled with moving in with the boyfriend (and 3 others) because I found it quite hard to balance all my time and so we ended up arguing a bit. But we figured everything out and have been really great for a long time. Sometimes we still row and I get upset when we do. Like I actually can't have a row without crying. It's a problem. But we rarely row any ,ore and mostly just laugh and joke with each other and have fun, so all is good there.
My favourite lecturer has left though which makes me really sad because he was so great. He's what made my second year so good because both of my favourite modules were taught by him and I really wanted him to be my dissertation supervisor. Not that we get to pick those anyway and I'm still stuck on what to do for it so I'm kind of panicking.
But anyway, when I was packing today, I did not know how much stuff I owned! It's so crazy! I actually cannot moan ever again about not having enough clothes because seriously, I have so much. I have a suitcase, a backpack and 2 bi bags just of clothes and shoes. And then I'm bringing my sewing machine and all of my sewing stuff AND my mom is taking me on a food shop so I have food in the house as well so unpacking is gonna be not fun.
But I'm really excited to be finishing up at uni. So scary. I graduate in just over a year (November 2016). I still have to do my PGCE and I still don't know whether I'll do that in Worcester or not but I think I probably will because I like Worcester a lot. It's a nice place to live and the school I worked in this year was so nice and if all the schools are like that, I would happily teach there!
So yeah. An exciting and scary time coming up in my life and I don't know how well I will deal with third year stress but I will try my best and hopefully my modules will be interesting enough to keep me motivated as well!
Just send me lots of luck please guys cause I think I'm gonna need it!!


Ellie